Ok, so it turns out that wasn’t my last pregnancy post after all! We are now one week from the due date, and things have become… ‘interesting’.
It’s now 15 days since I was told to start self-isolating, for m’wife’s sake, and nearly three weeks since her maternity leave started (which was arguably quite good timing, though I’m not sure m’wife would agree!).
Bump Update
M’wife’s condition is best described as “fat and uncomfortable” (her words, not mine!). She’s had a few wobbles recently, but then, haven’t we all?! All in all, I think she’s handling it remarkably well and (for better or worse) I’ve been there to support her 24/7. She’s been experiencing an array of new aches, cramps and other assorted pains, but apparently it’s all normal and can go on for weeks before the little bugger finally arrives (though that’s not much comfort to her, as you can probably imagine!). Her midwife appointments are more regular, but everything is still ticking along fine. The little fella is at least facing the right way now, which is good news, but he’s showing no signs that he’s ready to make his appearance.
Our Main Story
Of course, the big news is that we are now in full lockdown, just like everyone else. I know we’re all in the same boat and that the virus is causing a lot of inconvenience for a lot of people, but expectant parents have their own unique set of issues to deal with. Oh, don’t get me wrong, I completely understand why they’re doing it, but it’s not making what is already a pretty anxious and uncertain time any easier!
NCT
Our NCT classes have moved online. It’s worked pretty well, though we haven’t had the kind of support and social interaction that we would have received in person. On the (arguably) plus side, we avoided having to do some of the practical sessions, which apparently involve marmite and a plastic doll, but that also means that we are less prepared. The lockdown also means that we can’t go to coffee mornings or baby sensory classes with the other couples or do any of the other activities that get new parents out of the house and help them stay sane!
At the Hospital
Then there’s the medical stuff. M’wife must go alone to any appointments, which is understandable and fine, as long as there’s no bad news to deal with!
They have changed their policy so only one ‘birth partner’ is allowed in the delivery room. This shouldn’t change, as there’s plenty of evidence that having a partner there can reduce the need for interventions, plus the wellbeing of mother and baby has to be more important than the minimal risk of spreading the virus! However, on the off chance that anyone is actually contemplating banning birth partners altogether, I encourage you to consider signing this petition. As I’ve said, I understand why the restrictions are necessary, we need to protect our frontline NHS staff, but the added risk of someone else who already lives in the same household as the expectant mother coming onto the ward is negligible compared to the effect of the restrictions on the emotional and physical wellbeing of both partners.
I just hate the idea of not getting to properly meet my son, or help care for him and his mother in the aftermath of birth, until several days later. I know that, in a few weeks time, we will (hopefully) both be back at home with a healthy baby and all these worries will be in the past, but this is an important, life-changing and already stressful time, without making it worse unnecessarily.
Once the baby is born, I am expected to leave. Visitors (including partners) are no longer allowed on the recovery ward, which means that, even if all goes well, m’wife is facing the prospect of multiple nights in hospital without any visitors. I’m less concerned with that as, on the bright side, I would be able to rest and get stuff ready in the house before they come home (assuming I can get any sleep at all when my wife and newborn son are still in hospital!). As long as I can be there for labour, the birth and a few hours of aftercare, I think we’ll be happy.
In Isolation
Then, when they do return home, we will be raising the baby alone, without any visitors or support from our friends and family for several weeks (or more), on top of the prospect of an even tighter lockdown in the near future. Looking after a newborn is widely regarded as one of the most difficult things you can do and that’s with assorted grandparents, cousins and mad ‘aunts’ coming round to help. And, as if that wasn’t bad enough, health visitors and midwives are minimising physical contact too.
They say “it take a village to raise a child”, so fuck knows what it’s going to be like doing it without one! As I said, I understand why, and a lot of it is outside my control, but it sucks.
As you might expect, I now have even less sympathy for all the people with no imagination who are already complaining about being bored!
Final Thoughts
So, that wasn’t quite what I was expecting to be writing a week before our son’s due date, but there it is. I understand why things have to be the way they are, but with social contact limited, it’s nice to get some of that off my chest!
We can only hope that all goes well and, hopefully, by the next update, he will finally have been born. And hey, at least neither of us will be bored by then!!